Monday, February 8, 2010

Every have times were you are sure you are on a roller coaster ride, even if you haven't left your home?

Well this week has been one of those weeks.  I thought I was going to get to continue on my great organizing adventure that I have had going on here at my house.  Clear bins being my best friends as of the first of this year.  Nope, that wasn't going to be my plight.  Instead being at the VA with my hubby was, then coming home and crashing(for lack of a better word).  Thankfully he got to come home on Saturday morning, but there are more tests to come to get all that is going on with his body figured out.  One of them being tomorrow morning at 7:30am.  To say I am not a morning person is an understatement....so this will be interesting.

So my challenge has been trying to figure out how to not have the stress affect me, or have it affect me as little as possible.  Not possible for most of what was going on, but still ...............   Fibromyalgia's biggest enemy is stress because what do you do when you stress, you tighten your muscles.....  My fibro has my muscles tightened all the time anyway, which causes pain.  So exercise is important.  I do not always exercise as I should.  I want to rant and rave instead, then go back to behaving myself.  LOL.  When the unknown happens and you have no answers allowing yourself to get proper rest is imperative, not always easy, but imperative.  Thus why, go to hospital, come home and crash.  My body could do no more.

This weekend was going to be a stay at home, but due to circumstances that didn't happen until today.  I was greatful for today.  I will take this day!!!!!  I watched part of the superbowl with hubby, I really like seeing the Who, yes, I am that old!!!!  I read some of Mrs Piggly Wiggily to grand daughters, that book makes me laugh.  I made a big batch of spagetti sauce for dinners to come.  I am working at doing more of that for the days when life throws some wrenches into it.  All in all, not a bad day....but here I sit tonight going, come on body, shut up and go to sleep....not happening.  Reading will be commencing shortly but figured, hey, can't sleep will go write for a few.  One of the best releases for me is writing, thus my journaling for years, yes, handwritten.  Too sore to do that kind tonight so figured would use the computer....

Time marching on, best get to that reading......
here is to each of you havng a good day tomorrow, stopping and enjoying a moment or two in it.....me too!!!
cs

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